Me being on a diet is a lot like some of the classes in school which I wasn’t interested in “needs to apply himself”, “must try harder” and all those other comments which mean “is doing well, but could be doing so much better!”
How well am I doing? Well today is the 16th, so I weighed myself this morning. I have lost around 6Kg (about 13lb) which I think is quite a good start for 4 weeks into it. Most people would be thrilled with that, but I feel like I did after sitting my exams with no preparation and doing better than those who tried ever so hard and only just got through.
Where can I improve? Well most critically, as I am typing this I am also eating pizza. A double pepperoni one with stuffed crust. It was that or tomato soup, and as I have to go and pick my sister up from the train station soon, I am going to have a good meal for doing so. Good being subjective and relative to the other choice.
Because of last week’s busy schedule, I hardly exercised last week, except badminton on Friday, and a little bit of walking on Saturday.
On Sunday I had a large coke at the cinema; Monday I was shattered so I had an energy drink; yesterday I was quite good, but still no exercise and today…well I don’t want to go into it but here goes:
Breakfast:
- Chicken, bacon and mayonnaise sandwich with lettuce
- 1 chocolate cereal bar
- 1 insanely sugar filled energy drink
Lunch:
- Egg mayonnaise sandwich (light mayo though)
- 1 strawberry yogurt
- 1 apple
- 1 banana
- 1 orange
- 1 high sugar energy drink
Snack:
- 1 double chocolate cookie
- 1 high sugar energy drink
Dinner:
- double pepperoni stuffed crust pizza
How do I feel for being open and honest? I feel disgusted with myself. Ashamed and embarrassed. I wish I hadn’t got up late this morning, which would have meant I could have a better breakfast, and I might have been less tired if I didn’t feel rushed first thing, but I was so energy drinks saved me.
I did have my 2 litres of water with those, so that’s about 3 and a half litres of liquid today, and 164% of my sugar RDA in 3 drinks. Naughty.
Please, express your distain for me and chastise me as you see fit. I deserve it.
When I get back, I’ll figure out my work-out plan for the next month and let you know what that involves.
Time to go and get my sister.